Tangled teenager

  Searching for who's happy In a world where we need to find our happiness, instead, we just jump on what all others have in their life for being happy. When did being happy for others become so abnormal for us? There was a time when the people who were known as well as the unknown would get into the happiness of others without questioning how, what, and when. It used to all be in the moment. But now if someone finds you a bit happy or even self-satisfied at any point they won't hesitate for once to ask you about how and what has led you to such a happy phase in life. Let's not restrict this to happiness or sadness but yes finding others happy does make some people jealous of the fact that you are happy and are at your best but they will also doubt your deservedness which only belongs to you.  Rather be it that tough to accept or too hard to say but we turned ourselves into less human beings every day passing on now. We are surely not at the fault to be blamed, it the gener

  New Heights Have you ever stood at a certain height?  Or have ever thought about how must be the view from a height?  If no then maybe you are not aware that people surrounding you are going to achieve some heights in their life someday and if yes, that you had any of these questions someday in your life then maybe you crave those heights.  We never knew we are going to be a big child one day and go to school, go to college and land a job, get married and the worst best part grows old. In our school the teachers used to teach us, they gave us the hopes for getting more people like them to guide us in further classes ahead and we did pass 10th the same way with the same kind of help, in college the very first day you get to know how much freedom you have got and how much freedom you can probably have. That's the first time you get to know that making friends is your only survival for your existence and we do, we do make friends and there too we struggle to be hanging with them, bu

It's hard. It's hard to be hard and it's also hard when when are too weak. Being a human is hard because you won't find thing easy is you want to survive. To find a space is hard and to find people to fit in to your space is also hard. Nothing seems easy when you want thing be the way you think they exist.  Sometimes you will make things hard for yourself and won't realise that too soon because you find your self being hard. Parents do say that nothing comes your way easy but it's so hard to accept this fact becuase they work hard all their lives to make things easy for us. They take their dreams down to make our dreams count and when they do it's hard for us to tackle the later hard things where we have to face our problems ourselves.  Why aren't we taught that it's okay to have hard days? Why do we still find ourselves being too hard on ourselves? I still remember I was 12 year old when I was palying with my best friends born brother and I said, &#

  Eye Elevator Life has very simple rules to get straight to extreme heights but still we aren't getting there since we have always lived with wrong dreams. The dreams that world made, were always passed from every mouth to every young brain. We can't label our dreams based on the terms that the society made for no one but everyone and that surely doesn't include us in it until we want ourselves to be a part of it.  Marks are something that are like daylight robbery system where you are a topper at one phase but surely not for the coming phase, those number are going to kiddnapped maybe by the person sitting next to you or by the girl you never spoke to or by the guy who failed the next semester or either by the guy who sat on the last bench for whole his life.  We have given a lot importance to the digits that have always been on a peice of paper let it be money or on exam sheet since it's all in the mind, ya those digits play mind games with you, me, the society and

 P assing Pat Our whole life we lived for making our future bright but we never doubted that isn't our present life so dark just because we always lived in the past and made things for the future?  You know there are no rules in life until you make some for yourself. Life is different just as we want but not exactly with the people we think.  All these years we lived life king size ya till then we realized we weren't the king since we worked like slaves for almost half of our lives and at last, when a new disease hugs us, we actually shake hands with reality. We meet the reality and are left with nothing that we always ran for because no amount of money is going to cure you and no doctor is god.  It's easy for us to praise people when they worship success but it's not the same in case of the ones who just left failures and moved ahead in life because eventually they failed to be what society expected them to be and now their efforts are wasted.  We always got our hairs

M aybe M ore Everything is in front of us, that's what we think and never turn back and looked at it, till then someone literally forces us to do so!  Since childhood, we were taught the right things in the wrong way, maybe more than what we had expected!   People taught us more than books and we always followed the ones who were always made famous by someone who's famous.  It's something like The closer we get, the farther we move. The more we know, the less we speak. The bad we do, the worst it becomes. The faster we move, the more the past lags us back. The more we love, the lost love we have. The more we pray, the less we get. and The more we expect the more we are hurt. This cycle of more and less don't stop anymore. We are living in the hell we made and maybe we had an option but we never gave it a chance. If we were given a day without restrictions still we would be restricted to our thoughts since we never thought it this way of having a day without restriction